![]() " "i'm always in this twilight, in the shadow of your heart," made me feel like she just can't get over this death and that it's left her hopelessly clinging onto the memory of this person. The second verse of the song especially makes me believe this: "and in the dark, i can hear your heartbeat, i try to find the sound, but then it stopped, and i was in the darkness, so darkness i became. You left me in the dark" - and it completely consumed her. I got the feeling from the song that someone extremely close to her died unexpectedly - "the stars, the moon, they have all been blown out. "I pulled the stars from my eyes and then I made a map, I knew that some how, I could find my way back, now I hear her heart beating, she's in the Darkness too. We are thirty years old now and I'll wait another twenty years if I have to. for the first time in over twenty two years of friendship, we are feeling each other out, exploring if this really does have the makings for something more. House, Furniture, kids, pets, Man Cave and this isn't all in good fun, it's real discussion. We've connected in a way that we never have before, we talk every night for hours, we discus everything from what we like in bed to what our lives together would be like. I was left bitter and alone, morning a love I wasn't even sure existed but after almost two years of silence between us, she found me again. Some years ago, I'd thought I'd lost her forever, "I could hear her heart Beat and I tried to find the sound But then it stopped and I was in the darkness so darkness I became". I know that she cares and I know their is something there beyond a typical friendship but until I know what that is, I can't move on, "No Dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight in the shadow of her heart". But, as the song goes "The Stars, The moon, they have all blown out and she left me in the dark". Now, I'm one to pick apart wording and I've never asked he how she thought f me, wanted to know her feelings. She won't tell me she loves me but she won't tell me that she doesn't love me, she always says "I think of you as a friend". the reason is this, I've never learned how she truly feels. I've tried to date and maintain relationships with other women but I've never been able to fully commit to them because she is always foremost on my mind. It's been over twenty two years and we have yet to try our hand at a relationship, I have always loved her and she knows this but something as always held her back. "A falling Star Fell from her Heart and Landed in My eye, I screamed allowed as it tore through them and now it's left me blind". After that moment, I couldn't look at or even think about any other girl. ![]() I was brought to class on my first day In a new school, I was in second Grade and that's where I met her. When I was seven years old, my family moved to a new city. Not only does it strike me a having true feeling and emotion in it's performance but it almost completely describes my own personal love story. This is my favorite Song By Florence + The Machine, it is the only piece of music that has ever touched me so deeply, it brought a tear to my eye. You left me in the dark, (you left me in the dark) Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too, It does not store any personal data.I can hear your heartbeat, I try to find the sound, ![]() The cookie is set by the GDPR Cookie Consent plugin and is used to store whether or not user has consented to the use of cookies. The cookie is used to store the user consent for the cookies in the category "Performance". This cookie is set by GDPR Cookie Consent plugin. The cookie is used to store the user consent for the cookies in the category "Other. The cookies is used to store the user consent for the cookies in the category "Necessary". ![]() The cookie is set by GDPR cookie consent to record the user consent for the cookies in the category "Functional". The cookie is used to store the user consent for the cookies in the category "Analytics". These cookies ensure basic functionalities and security features of the website, anonymously. Necessary cookies are absolutely essential for the website to function properly.
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